childhood rainy days

Rolling spent her childhood days in the lush green North Eastern States of the Indian subcontinent.

Assam, Manipur, Agartala, Nagaland, Arunachal Pradesh.
The sheer fecundity of nature here and the breadth of eyespace she enjoyed, while growing up in these parts, affected her tiny impressionable mind deeply and left indelible impressions. Her mind and perspective on life is coloured by what she saw around her constantly as she slowly turned into a woman…

Heavy rainfall is a constant element of life in this part of India, as are snakes, insects, dark green, scary green, turquoise blue, electric blue, colours, thick undergrowth, dense forests, and deep growling silences of tropical jungles.

It rained here – incessantly, for days, in the monsoon season and even at other times. No water logging because this is hilly region. The sun shone immediately afterward, making everything look brighter, better, glowing with happy colours. It was then like eating ice-cream with your eyes. The coolness of the air you could breathe in and let your body savour its freshness. Growing up in the north east may have made this woman turn sensual, I think. With the way the weather and the terrain is in the north east, one’s faculties get naturally tuned to nearly every nuance of nature.

The days it rained, when she was seven or eight or nine or ten – were some of the happiest days of her life.

It didn’t rain there – it poured, like someone had turned a big bucket full of water upon your head. The drops of water felt heavy on soft skin. Temperature dropped. It felt cozy to curl up in a corner of the bed with her favourite fat Anandamela Puja edition book and wrapped in a kaantha – a Bengali quilt made of layers of old used handloom sarees, very soft and oozing with oomph. Usually, schools declared rainy days when it rained heavily. It became so dark in the morning that no one could tell it was only mid morning. You had to switch on the electric lights and look at the watch. Or switch on the radio.

A little later when mum finished with her cooking, she would come and join little bro bhai and little elder sis didi on the bed. They would play ludo or checkers together and after a few games, would watch the rain through the glass window – the lonely ghostly commuter on a cycle covered in transparent plastic sheet from head to foot, the local priest in his gumboots and black raincoat driving past in his faded green Bajaj scooter.

The dark green trees, the rain sleeked charcoal black street curving away in the east, the flaming orange red Krishnachura flowers framing the soggy blue of the sky above, hazy but glimmering shapes of people passing by outside the window pane – all of it looked like a sheet of oil pastel painting seen through a transparent grey plastic sheet. Mother and little daughter and tiny baby son all sat huddled together in a corner of the milk white bed near the picture window and watched all afternoon. Sometimes mum would break forth into a song – Doorey Kothaey Doorey doorey/ amar mon beraey go ghurey – ghureyyy/ Je baanshitey bataash kaandey/ shei baanshiro shoorey shooreyyy….far, far away in the distance/ my mind wanders/ to the tune of the bamboo flute that wails with the sound of the passing wind…

A tiny voice would join in too with the only rainy day song she knew how to sing: Boley re papiharaa, papiharaa/ Nit man pyasa, nit man tarasey….(she used to think back then it should be ‘Ek man pyasa, Ek man tarasey..’ some people are thirsty, some people are thirsting, that is what she thought the song meant πŸ™‚ )

Until it thundered and grew dirty dark outside. Then it was mid day – time to feed her ‘babies’. So mum would gather them up and put them down on the floor together – the children would squeal with laughter as the bundle hit the floor, scramblingly splitting into two sets of feet and hands. Sometimes the bundle collapsed in a heap on the mat on the floor and mum would laugh while she stooped to separate the tangled mass of flailing arms and feet and then they would all troop like a set of Motherduck-baby-duckling toy – baby boy holding on to mum’s saree pallu, didi sis following, teasingly holding on to the back of his little shirt – to the dark kitchen.

They would switch on the light. Then they would lay the table together, baby carrying the stainless steel baby glasses, which he could now hold one in each little hand, didi sis carrying the stainless steel plates – which she tried to beat together like cymbals in rhythm with the loud pattering outside – mummy brought the china bowls of curry. These were heavy. The children were not allowed to touch these. Last of all came the rice and the colourful salad with beet in it.

This was the only sore point of the day – when they had to eat raw beet with their salad. They hated it. The taste, the wild strong scent, the way it coloured everything else up. So very dominating! Junglee!

The hot shiny white rice looked beautiful – each grain perfectly shaped and separate, like fresh jasmine flowers plucked out with the dew still on it. This is the famous Joha rice of Assam – lovely, fragrant rice that made everything taste twenty times better. They would have their simple meal starting with the greens – spinach fried sauteed with a dash of garlic, followed by bitter gourd boiled in the rice and mixed with mashed potatoes to dull the shock of bitterness for sensitive baby tongues, followed by fragrant masoor dal soup, with fried eggplant finally ending with the royal treat – fish curry. All Bengalis have their food in that order by the way. Fish or egg or meat always comes in the end and is followed by some dessert – no matter how simple it is – there would be a dash of sweet in some form at the end of a meal in most ordinary Bengali homes.

In our household, if they could not get to the store, when rains continued for more than three days, it would be home made laddoos made of jaggery and puffed rice, or a dollop of jaggery made of date-palm juice, called Paataali and is considered a delicacy in Bengali homes. They buy it in winter and stock it for the year.

After a peaceful meal – if baby didn’t spit too much and didn’t fuss too much over his meal – if he did though, an added bonus would be a story – usually he liked monkey stories – he seemed to identify with monkeys better- it would be back at the window or on the bed.

Never on the floor, which would be cold despite grass matting or dhurries that covered it. Usually, these would become damp too and had to be sunned when it stopped raining. Often there would be millipedes and centipedes trapped under them or actually crawling over them, in their bid to get away from dampness outside, they would flock indoors in this season. Sharing space with them wasn’t such a pleasant idea so we left them the dark corners in the room and the shelves and the floor – we climbed up into the safety of the bed.

There were great big scorpions too and baby snakes that would blunder in – at least that’s what mummy taught the children to believe – “Ora path bhuley dhukey podechhey – mero na oder”. Meaning, please don’t think of killing them, they forgot where their house is and blundered in here cause they are babies too and don’t know better.

There was no TV – we had a lovely silver white Panasonic 2-in-1 sitting on a table behind a door in a corner. The family was very proud of this set and is still there. Mum would turn it on. Clear voice of Ritu Guha rang out rendering Rabindrasangeet lyrics like they were magic words that transported the little minds to a dream world where it was full of light and spring fields swaying in the breeze.

When the father came home after the afternoon flight was safely on its way to homebase in Kolkata, he would find the children curled up like little fluffy lion cubs fast asleep, covered in their peach and off white flannels.

There would be Gautam uncle coming in to read the Bangla paper with Good Morning stamped on it in purple stamp pad ink slightly smudged at the edges, and his young wife Aditi aunty – the little girl would wake up at the noise and walk into the parlour to see what was going on and to get a hug from daddy. After a bit of washing the sleep out of the face and dressing up and the glass of milk with chanachur strewn over the top to liven it up – she would fish out her already battered (session started in July back then only a couple o months before Monsoon started) Geography book and get lost in the pictures of other lands and people. While the adults chatted on happily, the baby played with his mechano on the dining table, she curled up in her favourite little cane basket chair, which had been made too order for her specially and roved the world in her mind.

And another lovely, happy day would, a few hours later, end in sleep and tending to dreams that would someday shape the reality of her life.

20 thoughts on “childhood rainy days

  1. Wonderfully evocative nostalgic tale; as if what you describe is washed away in the monsoons of time, gone from the world, existing now only in Bengali memories, or – precious words – in vivid accounts like this.

    • @Vincent, you sound like my professor, your beautiful potent words set my mind free, winging the realm of thought. Could you really see the people and the times, it was beautiful in parts…

  2. You can recollect so much from childhood, and so clear and precise.

    Not for all those, who are with, some have left us, are their only in our memory lane.

    Its time we stop, revisit them.

    • @Sunny, yes I have regressive memory. I can see it like a film playing in my head. Yes, since we can only keep them alive through our memories, it is our responsibility to stop and revisit those that are no more. Thank you, for understanding.

  3. Well, Fate has put the Bengali way of life on my path. I’ve edited some stories for Ghetufool, and watched the Apu trilogy by Satyajit Ray (and read some of his stories). And watched The Namesake (about an expatriate Bengali called Gogol!) Getting tuned in that way has helped …

  4. WOW!!! You are an amazing writer! I literally felt like I was sitting right there, watching the whole scene take place. I almost felt the beat of the rain, the thick darkness, and the warmth of your blanket. I’m thoroughly impressed! It’s so interesting to read about these things as well. I grew up on a farm here in the US, so my upbringing was far different. It’s really cool to get to hear about how people from other parts of the world were raised. Hopefully you have some more stories.

    As a side note, though, if a scorpion or snake wandered into my home, I’m afraid it would be dead. I hate snakes more than pretty much anything you can think of. πŸ™‚

  5. Hi Rolling,

    You are so talented. So much so that I feel embarrassed to ask you …
    I am new to Ahmedabad and would like to join or start a small writers’ group here … just a handful of people who get together once a month or so to share an excerpt of what they are working on with a circle of fellow writers — the goal being to encourage and nurture each other in our creative endeavours. Would you be interested in this kind of thing? I will be here for at least a couple of years I think (my husband has a contract with an Indian company). I am Canadian but spent most of my life overseas as my father was a diplomat. Unfortunately I can only work in English. Might you like to get together to discuss getting a group going?
    Many thanks.
    Warm regards,

  6. @ Vincent, yay! knew Ghetufool cdnt but be a Bong and a litterateur. You read Satyajit Ray’s stories? Great! His and his grandfather’s and his father’s and his aunt’s are some of the prize children’s fiction in Bangla language. And we all grow up reading them in different stages of our childhood always beginning with AbolTabol the collection of limericks πŸ™‚
    By the way Gogol is also another famous literary character in kidlit. If you like I might translate some of it and send it across sometime or do you read Bangla?

    @Mike, thanks and welcome πŸ™‚
    O waw, snakes are benign really, only when they get scared, they dont wait to test or reason, they bite which is why I avoid them.
    So, are you and Terri going to accept a Tag to do a down memory lane post about your childhood please, you make me curious, am eager to step into that mirror to explore ur wonderland. Vincent is doing it in his own way, and it’s like watching a movie…

    @Lisa, welcome and thanks a lot for your kind words. I am not a writer, but yes, if there is indeed a group, it wd be a privilege to be a part of it am sure and I might want to drop in – to listen πŸ™‚ Ahdbd is dull, am sure ur proj would liven things up a bit. You might want to read Sakhi perhaps, she is on my blogroll.

  7. No I don’t read Bangla and would love to read any translation by you. As it happens I’m currently reading some Gogol short stories and his mater piece Dead Souls—in english translation of course.

  8. Thanks for the tip — will check out Sakhi.
    Do you know if there are any English language book clubs in Ahmedabad?

  9. @ Lisa, no am sorry I don’t.If you discover them please let me know? I had mailed you sometime back. It wd have been from triishaa.

    @Dust Unsettled, thank you.

  10. Dear Trisha,
    thank you for the visit and the prompt to write my own childhood memories post. Despite the different cultures there are echoes of comfort and safety in the memories of all children.

    As an aside, I haven’t thought about Ludo for years, but clearly remember playing with my grandmother and cousins on school holidays.

  11. I have never been to Assam or this part of the country but reading about the places here makes me want to go there. Where do you think we should go first and is it true that to visit Arunachal one needs to have an Innerline permit?

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